The Jack O -lantern s Ballad

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I tell the story while the sun goes down
Wind listens to the screams of mine
It hides and hears me in a dream of town
Misunderstanding but blowing so fine

My words get random from archaic raves
My tears are flown about forbidden love
But being of heaven never waves
Its hand to me to take up far above

Above those eyes that make me mad
Above that voice that makes me crumble
Above the sorrow that still wants me dead
And also lies its creeping grumbling

The wind is streaming through me fast
And feels regret with me together
It cools my heated heart at last
Says: “Jack-O’lantern you’d be good forever”

Considered it and changed its blows
It leaves me wasted in my crime
The sense that I have never shown
Makes Jacky’s heart so cold in time

Though little fire won’t disappear
But light won't save the same old brightness
And tear will turn to heaviest gear
With lover’s dream that turned to nightmare

My wanted friend, my love-long-way
Don’t dry my tears with mildest hand
Because the dreadful burn will stay
When you just touch my broken band

You look at me with youngest eyes
You’re born for cheer but not for sorrow
Your glance your hands can never lie
To me whoes black way’s poor and narrow

“To be in serve of love”...

They think of lust want make me up ashamed
With sacred love of little heart
Their words are really gone and damned
Just we are milestones of the future’s part

The wars still go on
And puddles of the blood become the oceans
Don’t let the anger take you on
And aim you at the cruel motions

We’re wicked much but there’s no time
To go on past ways like we were
No way to execute new crimes
To say goodbye to cry for either

In sinner’s heart like yours and mine
First time will bloom to reddened roses
If we must stay apart the dream is fine
Enough to tell the verse
And to forget the prose

Night fell on the city moon is ready
And Jacky feels this time when he was happy
We walk our different sides
Back home to spend the night

My home is building near the sailor’s boat
And Jacky’s home is only endless road

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