Why should I be scared if I love you?

Агата Кошкина
A loney soul like a butterfly touching my finger
It's only one month since you are not here
But it feels like a year!
I am coming back and forth in my meories and in my sleeps
And when I'm praying for you Angel's touching my lips.
I'm not afraid of the darkness but I fear for you:
Was it enough for the haven to live like you do?
And can you just touch me to let me know you're okay?
Dearest friend of mine, I think of you every day.
I'm not afraid of my loneliness, not anymore.
Sometimes I'm dreaming that I could open that door.
I am just missing you hard every day, every night,
That is the reason I'm crying with eyes closed tight.
Day will become and I'll meet you standing on shore
And I will hug you and feel you down to the core,
Step to your side and I'll never leave you alone.
My pain is coming out in the body of lyrics and song,
Nobody told me that all my feelings were wrong.
Oh, please, just teach me to live like you do,
so why should I be so scared if I'm still loving you.