I’d like to mix some joy with my pain
I’d like to turn my tears into joke
But can’t- tomorrow you’ll take the plane
Back way from here, to home in NY
The problem- you’re here- far away
Your thoughts are busy, but not with me
You won’t recall to me this last day
To say : good- bye, somehow hope to see…
Oh, I’m so fool, its just make me smile
Oh, I’m so wrong –to run down the circle
And make the same mistakes all the time
Adorn myself own way with a prickle
To choose wrong men and then, fall in love
To wait in vain and stop sleep at night.
It’s time to see the things from above
But heart demand to feel warmth at last.
I need you as the air- I can’t breath
Without sharing my love with you
Desiring cover these arms with kisses
Just sink in your eyes ocean of blue.
My fingers ask find shelter in waves
Of your gold wheaten hair’s filed ...
Please, give me chance to make a tender slight trace
upon your smile less thin dear lips
Id like embrace you, careful like a child…
So strange –I fell you close, as we’re twin
But truth is cruel- you ‘re still stay so far
And only strong one in this game can win
I was agree to break at once my rule
And I ignored the shame and all the fears
But I can stop be mad one, don’t be fool
Thanks heaven, getting(get wiser through all these years)
wiser through the years
I know, my love is higher then you are
It’s clear, it’s really stronger you could be
So, keep the change, my darling in your arm
And thanks for all good things you did for me
It takes some months- and Ill be free again
And then I’ll meet the man who is my match
But in my heart forever ’ll stay the pain
Turned into bright and distant fairy light
And song- the 25 mistakes of March
(25-26.03.2008)