LAST WISH

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Sitting on the shore,
Craving for a night,
I will take one more
Chance to free my heart.
I will catch a star
Just to make a wish
I’ll ask to part
Me from you with slash/

Waiting for your words
Was a splitting ache.
When I look backwards,
Nothing feel but shame.
Begging for your love –
Burden I can’t take.
Feeding on my Pride,
It destroyed my cave.

I will cry you out
Of my bleeding soul,
Throw in dark water
Like a useless stone.
Kindness and desire,
Which I felt for you,
Now leave my body
Like they never were…


When I wished you well,
You resented me,
Like a threat to all
What for you is “free”.
Now I’d rather hate
Than say “need” again.
Tears, left  unshed,
I’ll restrain myself…