Where is my place?

Алексис Дикенсон
    Every day I was looking for my happiness.
    I was so cheerful and I didn't know what is that an ignorance.
    My thoughts were so optimistic.
    But now my life is misty.
    I'm loosing my way.
    So, where is my place?
                The only thing to do
                It's to find  my place.
                But where is false, where is true
                I don't know and I haven't any help.
                So, where is my place?
    They told me I should be the best,
    And I  should be the bride of this rich man.
    I should forget about my lyrics.
    But I can't live without my music.
    I don't understand why
    They so cruel with me tonight.
                My life in their hands or not
                It doesn't matter, all I want right now is to die...
                The only thing to do
                It's to find  my place.
                But where is false, where is true
                I don't know and I haven't any help.
                So, where is my place?