I could not see light before meeting you

Екатерина Передереева
I could not see light before meeting you.
There was not enought oxygen in my lungs.
My blood was cold , it did not move fast.
All the food I was eating did not have taste.

I was walking on glass - there was no pain.
I drank alcohol - there was no effect.
passionatly kissed somebody's lips.
but did not have emotions , was costantly upset.

I am too afraid to say what I feel.
I do believe in the evil eye.
I will light the candle , will say my pray.
I will be silent - you know all by yourself.