I've made my mind
there must be a stop.
I am exhausted , the fellings are torturing.
There is a pain
in my poor heart
there is no happiness , it is soring.
I ask of God
is my path right?
May be it's better to go on living.
I'll do it soon, at least will try
to erase his name from my memory.
I talk to him
in every my dream
I see his face every moment.
He is an obsession
that can't be real.
I love him and can't stand it.