Christmas is ruined

Екатерина Передереева
Christmas is ruined.
I won't see you then.
I won't see you ever,
not in my life.

You are  just spirit ,
intangible ghost.
I love you so,
but you don't even exist.

Here and there
I see only you.
Dreams make me mad.
There is only you.

If only once
I could reach your hand.
If only once
look in your eyes.