I was deserted by Destiny

Екатерина Передереева
I was deserted by Destiny,
dark spirits were chasing me.
Lips were suck by loneliness.
there was no point to live.

I was moving hurridly
not knowing gentleness
eyes were completly hollow
was standing by the edge.

I hated my monstrosity.
I was doomed for reality
it was no more than a scary book
till the very last page.

Is there light? or hope?
am I imagining fairytales?
Is he standing beside me?
or simply is laughing at me...