Ironically his feelings slipped away

Екатерина Передереева
Ironically his feelings slipped away
He didn't need my boiling blooded  nature
got tired of unstopping tears
and closed the door to previous ideas.

I am confused , I am hollow inside.
My apettite has grown to mostrosity.
I am eating sweets , ice cream and chocolate
I am no joyfull , understood the loneliness.

He's turned the page
I haven't done it yet.
I still believe , I live in history.

Is there a way - he'll change his mind
will call me
I'll forgive him everything.