I am sitting at night alone

I am sitting at night alone
I am trying not to think of us.
Those days were great.
But somehow they passed.

I have no more sparkling eyes.
My voice isn't trembling any more.
I don't think of you going to bed.
don't whisper your name waking up.

It is hard, it is a real pain.
I still remember your face.
How you were looking at me .
what on Earth separated us?

Is there a chance ?
Do I need it at all.
Are you important to me?
or better let you go...