I am empty inside

I am empty inside,
there is no heart.
there is something that aches
but it can not love.

I have suffered enought
All the feelings are dead.
I am searching for wisdom,
so tired of pain.

I want flowers and many
I want sweets and champaign
I desire hot kisses
embraces that melt.

I've got so many natures.
They all drive me mad.
I am calm and  so tender.
Then Iam thunder that breaks.

I' m embitious, am strong.
No, I was broken by life.
I will shout like wolf
will learn soon to bite.