God , I pray Thee , release me from my swamp
I am tired so , I can not breathe deep enough
Those were many moments I was so wrong
I betrayed , behaved like a laughing stock.
I 've gained no wisdom, only now there are wounds.
I've purchased them for beeing blind.
My eyes were closed with mud made of greed
My arrogance wished to gulp the world.
I am on my knees , I ask to forgive
my pride - I am still bearing it in my womb.
I am begging for mercy - can't stand the pain.
You are generous ,show Your Grace.