If I were a philosopher
I would not dream of happiness
I would drink rain water
wouldn't eat meat , but carrots.
I would sleep five hours
or less - I would be satisfied
I would not need kindness
I'd be strong not having any desires.
but I am weak,
a small girl in a mature body
I want cognac and dark chocolate.
wish to cry if looked upon without dignity
and want to break the neck, if am not admired.