That's what you get for
bringing up the subject,
focusing just for our lacks and incompetence’s and impotence’s
But give me a time
to think about more carefully
why my thought and desires getting down,
leaving their power, purity and vitality
as if my soul
and nothing more
interested me
behind this certain
days and nights?
Its hard for me
being tough enough to get
a good life.
My soul has wandered
in cold loneliness
like an orphan child
who left outside of garden of life
into the harsh winter day.
[That’s what I am talking about
when I asking you, my friends,
drink less vodka and keep you mind
on the side of sober people and nation and culture
where if they do that,
drink vodka and get to destructive way of thoughts
they do just for escape them - for prophylactic exercises
and overcome bad habits
pluck out the roots of evils completely.]