Eternal flame tells the truth

Екатерина Передереева
Eternal flame tells the truth
I will never feel what I felt
I am not willing to tear my  heart.
my agony has gone,thank God

I was silly, said what I meant
was not lady, my manners were vain.
had no dignity, was mocked
I was pure - but laughingstock.

step by step - I am finding my way.
I do hope - some wisdom will come.
I have faith - my future will shine.
Or at least it will not bring much harm.