I see City - very up in the Heaven

Екатерина Передереева
I see City - very up in the Heaven.
hear my name - angels are singing it loud.
there was a time - when I was full of despare.
did not believe in bright coming days.

I am no optemist , I am cynic for ages.
My blood is hot - but I hate it for it.
my lips are plump, I was full of desires.
was so afraid - to wake up in hell.

I am swiming softly on the river of Destiny.
I don't even row
Is there a need?
try to withhold my sins from fulfilment.
Try to live peacefully , not to mislead.