Bigger in scale

Рада Панина
There is depth inside my heart,
Nobody can see,
It hides securely away
From eyes of the ordinary.
Does it really hide?
Or just cannot be seen
For the eyes to the Universe blind?
There is part of my mind
That is scary to me,
Therefore I just leave it behind.
There is something in me
That is bigger in scale,
That can reach to the sky
Effort putting aside,
But it makes me alone,
Without a male,
And it seems
Something's falling apart.