The end of world determinism

The end of world determinism -
the end of pain from masochism
that your decision is a will,
unless you take depression pills

Nobody knows where you stand,
and who is giving your command.
Between occasions and routines
there is obedience of the means

The random world is really still
with covers of the safety seal -
the limits of the needed sight
in hope of seeing next daylight.

The longer thought - the faster speed
to lessen fatalism of deeds,
to move in life in search for peace,
and next in line your “last” caprice

But, best of all is mathematics
of science in the human psychic:
your brain is trying to predict,
but meanings jump from their orbits