My way isn t an easy one

My way isn't an easy one.
I have suffered during my trip.
I wanted to leave this world ,
there were times I was praying to die.

My brain tortured my Soul.
There was no light to be seen.
Each day was gloomy , the same.
I was unhappy , not gay.

I am sitting , sipping some wine .
there's music , it is very calm.
a candle is burning near.
I have found some peace in my Mind.