every single day I...

every single day I am dreaming of him,
how we'll meet , how we'll kiss.
I imagine his  eyes,his tender touch
I get crazy thinking of what can be.

He is my destiny , he is the only one
whom I adore , whom I can trust.
he is mature, has much experience.
I am so wicked, god, full of lust.

no need to pray,
I will not change my nature.
I see his body - close to mine.
Is there a way to wake up in reality.
My mind is playing a dangerous game.