I ve elected him seeing just once

Екатерина Передереева
I've elected him seeing just once.
He's - my destiny, my Soulmate.
those were day I hated him much,
those were days I thought of him dead.

My ugly spirit has nothing to boast.
I am very harsh, my tongue is too sharp.
I'm pessimistic with very dark mind,
but his existence gives me some light.

I am quite cynic - love is a tool.
passion has gone,but affection is here.
I can not act - I am not Harlequin
I am searching for wisdom, but only with him.