<Naive?>
Everything for myself.
Beautiful... someone else.
This is not new at all.
Every thought is a fall.
Every try is a fail:
My own heart - just a jail.
Feeling old- such a joke...
Feet got cold. Its a stroke
Or a bad Christmas gift-
There's a change, there's a shift...
I don't like being used:
My defense gets confused
For a plain disregard---
Covered by "brand new start".
But it is what it is.
No more pain, no more ease-
Just a bad itching scratch.
Knowing: "that" - is too much.
Heat it up! Burn it down.
I will be out of town.
Out of your empty sight.
Followed by "Nevermind".
Meet me there, something new!
I'm the one who just flew
Through the steam and the frost:
I'm the one who got lost.
Let me laugh. Be naive.
That's enough.---
Please, don't leave.