I am a desperate girl, I ve lost all my hope

Екатерина Передереева
I am a desperate girl, I 've lost all my hope
for tomorrow's day, for his passionate kiss.
used to be happy ,  used to believe
I used to be merry and so naive.

I am drinking red wine , don't think of my weight
My rouge is forgotten, my lipstick has spoilt.
I am wearing thick trouses , grandmother's socks.
I am out of love , out of life.

I want a new man,let him be like a rock.
want to admire ,  want to be blind
I 've lost my desire , lost hellish lust
But I am still young, Need a new chance.