It is amazing how it went.
It was gorgeous , but just for a moment.
I felt happy , was thankfull to God.
But time has come , I have to repay it .
My sparkling eyes forever are closed.
I see darkness in every light cloud.
I've no faith , I'd be permited to chose
to see blue , to whiten my gloom doom.
I wish to hear the melody of his breath.
I 've got a desire to have hunger for touchings.
but it's a pity , I am satisfied with lust
that has passed away into eternity.