There is only pain between us .
Only darkness and no Sunshine.
I was praying for us to reunite .
We are holdig hands , but hearts are apart.
I forgot the smell of his skin,
No memory if his kiss is sweet or full of sault.
I don't care now if his voice is sweet ,
I was different , but so much has gone.
I want sufferings , I want hot blood again.
So tired of being pale like a corpse.
Give me oxygen, give me another life.
I am so ready to give a new start!