Life is short, I will not bother to cry
I will be strong, will definetly smile.
I will be on his mind, I even don't doubt
He'll call my name falling asleep or taking a shower.
I don't know why I care, but still I do.
I wish I could erase his existance
but my thoughts are singing
"how much I love you"
I hate myself, despise,
but am grateful anyway
for the feelings he gives me ,
for hot blood in my veins.