Snow globe

Стаси Потоцки
Every night, every day
I have cryed, l have prayed,
But I can't see the way
Cause Its so much snow.
I have to feel the pride.
I'll act if I'll might,
But I just want to hide
Something, I can't show.

 How could I settle here?
It's four winters in  year.
In the night, full of fear,
I sit paralised.
Now I can see it clear:
They are far, they are near
They have not even hear,
Never been surprised.
***
Snow falls into my face
And fill the emptyness,
So, every time is's less
Of things I ever guess
***
So let me run, so let me out,
So let me find what is my own.
I'll crush my world, what' ve crushed my hope.
I'm living in a snow globe.