i loved and i lost

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it may be night or day, don’t care,
i nothing need but knowledge that you’re there,
knowledge you hold me close and love me still,
in other way i will give up, you know - i will,
i’ll leave it all at once, at last,
like we share nothing but our past;

i know the way, i know the door,
i’ve got a lot, but i want more,
i want our love to work, to live,
yet there’re things i can’t forgive,
i can’t forget, can’t leave alone,
can you stop calling on the phone?

i have the strength but not the will,
just make it over, sign the bill,
call me a liar and jackass,
all we know now someday will pass,
all we got now someday will fade,
and all my debts will once be paid;

i love you but i love me more,
now count to the end - three, four,
eternity won’t last, you know?

i'll beg you once:

please, leave me.

go.