Explain me

Мурзин Алексей Николаевич
Explain me why?
I need to hide.
My struggling mind
Inside sad life.

Explain me when?
All this life’s plan
Came to an end,
I’ve lost your hand.

Explain me how?
I should find out
Can’t live without
You and there’s no doubt.

Explain me what?
The hack was that.
It was a threat,
I’m your regret.