Nothing is working out,
My smiles are running out,
I am crying loud,
But he just turns away.
My prize is never mine.
Rejects are hurting all the time
And never going right.
I feel like falling to the ground,
And shedding tears with him around.
The facts are cruel and I am blind;
The way is wrong;
I am alone -
With nothing I can find.
I say "Oh lord
Don't let me burn!"
I say "No-no,
Return my call"
I say "Just fix
My monster soul"
He says: "let me be".
Knock-knock, he's done,
He has moved on.
I have ruined my own song.
Knock-knock, goodbye.
And once again
I am becoming what I am.
I know this pain:
Let me be your wings;
Reality is far away.
I obey
Familiar sins,
Familiar decay.
I push; I run; I hug to kill.
I pray; I worship my damned will.