Asylum

Дмитри Андриянов
Welcome to the nightmare in my head,
Good night with the monsters under your bed.
You think your blanket will save you from fear?
But nothing will save me from myself, my dear.

I woke up in asylum with the pills in my mouth,
And I started screaming. I screamed so loud.
My own darkness won’t show me the peace of the light!
I will die in asylum and you can’t save my life.

I smashed my head against the soft walls,
But a smile appeared under my bloody nose,
So my bittersweet pain from my eyes to my knees
Flowed like dull red stream, turning into the tears.

Save my soul from the ghosts that hold me at night.
I know that will hurt you, I know you will cry,
But the last thing I promise in my dirty life -
I will love you forever.
                Your Razorblade Butterfly.