I was praying for love , not wisdom.
was in search for passion and kisses.
my emotions were my enemy ,
I could not behold sun that was rising.
I was looking for my prince Charming.
today is a bad day , tomorrow's also.
I believed in a curse on my gender.
it was bad eye that was near.
I am not yet calm, still a disguised demon.
Light has not entered my lips or nostrils.
but I know now I need peace and enought of that .
to live happily now and after.