Rest in peace, my dear

Плюмерия Карликова
Rest in peace, my dear.
Whatever peace you find -
In running from your fears,
Pretending being blind.

In hiding from beginnings
Just to escape the ends.
In tying up your feelings
From being harshly bent.

Defying every sparkle
While hiding in routine.
Rest in peace, my dear.
So much you could have been.