What should I do?

Äìèòðèé Çóåâè÷
What should I do?
I made a lot mistakes
But in the rave, i live
With brain that scares even me
I see the sun
But not for me
It run around the earth
I look at mirror
And don’t see ME.
What should I do?
I am a man
I don’t see future
And present time
I live in past
And can’t again
Repeat these miracles of life
That kill and left me in the dark.
Resurrected as angel of the night.