being a freak all the time

Екатерина Передереева
being a freak all the time.
too tired to hide.
my true nature is ugly
passions are tearing inside.

My lips are biten to blood.
My heart constantly pains.
I want to sing and laugh
at night , when the moon accepts.

I am standing on edge
wine hardly helps
my candle poorly burns
but still shows the way.