What is my number
In your harem?
Am I the 50th?The 110?
How many lunches
Am I to get?
You canceled two.
Shall I regret?
Shall I keep playing
This "funny" game?
I lost from start.
I won just pain.
Shall I keep staring
At silent phone?
You said you'd message...
You said you'd call...
But what's your number
In my harem?
Are you the 20th?The 110?
How many dinners
Are you to get?
Shall I invite you
Or just forget?
Shall I keep writing
This dull essay?
Or tear pages
And throw away,
Erase your scratches
From wounded soul...
Yet all your traces
Cannot be gone.
13.06.2019