The Sun My Best Friend,
I Love Myself,
I Go And Smile
For Him
Walk Under Sunshine
Helps Me Understand,
That I AM Not Alone,
Just Lonely,
FOR Now...
Sometimes I Asked:
- Come to THE SKY!!!
When I Started To Miss It .
- Is It Íard To Believe,
But Just Within A Minutes
I Saw How Sunshine
Touches To My Skin*.
Before
I Use To
Ask Myself,
What We Are Living For?
Life Like
A Thin Thread,
Not Safe - At All,
One Day
We all might leave it.
How Many Times Ago
I've Tried
To Said Myself:
- Forget Him,
And I Was Crazy,
I Been Cry
But Nothing Change
And No One Helped
Yes I COMMITTED suicide,
And for 3 DAYs
I REALLY died...
I Was in A COMA.....
And Then I Left Alone -
Moved To L.A.,
Of Course
With All The MISERY In SOUL
I Lived, I SUFFERED On MY OWN ,
Keep Travelled All Around The World,
All Those 5 YEARS ,
Just ESCAPE FROM MYSELF
Then CAME
To Really Say To You Again
Salut, Bye bye,
CHOOSE ...
The Time Went By ,
But Very Soon Again
Its All Came Back
And I start
Keep Thinking ,
Crying,
Fucking Brains,
My Hands Was Followed Down
I Did Not Want That
I Should Be Happy,
Now,
I Know
And I am Thanking You - FOR All,
For Every Day,
For Sunshine
For My Way
For All Those Prizes And The Gifts
For Whole The World
That I Recieved
I Really Do!
So Thank You
Don't Ask For Love
Don't Need You Here
And All I Say
Please let Me Bb,
Be Free
So I Can Fly Away
Because All I Want Is,
- Forget you.
P.S.
Looks Like Im Lying
To Myself?
Sure!
You Correct,
And I'm Incorrect ...
But You Know What?
You Better Do What You Want ,
Enjoy Yourself ,
As We Never Know
What Life Will Bring Tomorrow ...
Las Vegas, Nevada 2006
* Im Spelling You My Secrets Already ;}
Its True
We Are Here