I miss him badly, my soul aches

Екатерина Передереева
I miss him badly , my soul aches.
I wish to hear his soft , kind words.
He's so bad , extremely spoilt .
Alas , I need him , my life is void.

if I were strong I'd tear out
my veins from body , my heart from flesh.
He makes me suffer , I even hate him.
Without him I can not be.

Where is he now?
Whom's he kissing?
who lies beside him - I don't care.
He is with me , my mind is captured.
in dreams I'll rob a kiss from him.