I am sobbing in the pillow ,
he was so close to me.
I was dreaming of our kisses
and of hugs beneath the tree.
His eyes - blue , his lips are cherry.
He is fairy tale, but true.
I will not forget my sorrow
he has gone , he's left for good.
I don't curse life , I am grateful.
I learnt love , my chest could breathe.
I am sobbing , hard to bare.
boiling feelings still make pain.