About my feels

Алёна Жилкина
You're so close me now:
You're opposite me,
You're with me.
You're looking at me,
You're smiling.
Why does it hurt so much
Look at you?
You're like a bright sun
Blinding me...
I return your smile,
Hiding the pain in my heart.
Impossible to confess:
My feelings became
My vulnerability,
I'm trying to deal
With this obsession,
But I can't do it...
In my head a thousand
Questions "why?"
And not one answer.
I step on the edge,
I can not stumble,
Not to collapse
The world I've created.
I don't know what will be
At the end of the road,
But I thank a Fate
For what happened to me.