My body is rotten
And so is my soul
I think I’ve forgotten
What I’m here for
I need to find reasons
To help me go on
All answers to questions
That scream at my dome
I need to be firm
To stay calm, disciplined
To take it all out
And throw from within
I’m shaping myself
From the sleek piece of mud
Patching the holes up
And making all up
I'll pray to my God
And 3 features i'll ask
Brain, heart and a courage-
Rebuilding self-trust
December 2018