From the end to the start

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It might be October,
When I could be free,
It might be a day,
When I’d happy to be,
With all my intentions,
From the bottom of heart,
I would go through the story,
From the end to the start!
The new birth of the spirit,
The return of myself,
If it just could be really,
If only something might help,
All alone in my madness,
Try to find the right way,
I should clean all the mess,
That I’ve done and I’ve said!
Might it be something special,
If you’d lend me your hand?!
As you had no suggestion,
No one could it guess...
I will deal, I will handle,
In October or not,
Take a breath, take a candle,
I will get all I want!

K.
22.09.2019