Suicide

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Feel like being in custody,
I think of me,
And there can be no summary,
It is impossible to see.
Have you ever felt such a desire to commit a suicide?
There nothing left to be right!
I am in darkness with no light,
What can be my guide?
Feel exhausted of this life!
Just want to take a knife,
And pierce it into my soul,
That will be all!