what am i doing to myself

Анастасия Черр
I'm begging please take care of me
What am I doing to myself??
Show me that love is pure and free
Bring back my heart that's on the shelf

It almost hurts - how much I laugh
But I am lost, I'm terrified
Said to myself that it's enough
And dried my eye and tried to fight

But I keep coming back, you see
Both in my room and by the sea
Don't show me where to go to breathe
Show me that anywhere is bliss