To play with what and why

Ленц Анастасия
in the dark
to see in black and white
to play with what and why
and there is something lurking in my mind

my call
for being greater
and living longer
they inhere in my fate

deserted soul
Sahara avenue
I am a fool
why cooking when I can just buy
why looking when there is no path
just nonexistent journey
in my journal
and I cried
for my mortality.