I'm sad and hurt to realize
I've lived with you I lived by lies
Hard to believe I lost this battle.
For you alas I do not matter!
I tried to be your friend and lover
To care, support you as a mother.
You ve taken all my inner power
And went away to find another.
How come? I fell for you so strong
In need of feeling to belong
And here I am alone and lonely
Oh lord you're not my own and only!
So let it be my fate and life
Neither your girl nor faithful wife
Though crying wont release my pain
To feel for you was all in vain.
I'll gather pieces of my heart
Be ready for a brand new start
I learnt this lesson, got an A
And in the end I'll be ok!