beloved Jesus
May 22, 2005
I AM Jesus, your elder brother and mentor, who came through this messenger.
I AM the one who has come for an eternal conversation that will be relevant to you until you are dressed in your wedding dress and ascended into the Light.
Until then, you will be constantly engaged in separating in your consciousness that which is eternal from that which is perishable, that which belongs to the Higher world from that which belongs to the transitory world.
Your reality envelops you in a fog of illusion and distracts you from the work to which you are called. But no matter how long you wander in the illusory world, sooner or later your journey will come to an end. The mistake and error of many devoted seekers of Truth is that they believe that the Way Home should be a state of permanent bliss and love. This is true, but it is only as true as anything can be true and true in your world.
States of bliss, joy, love, and peace are a sign that you are on the right Path and that you have chosen the right path. However, in your world, you will not be able to maintain a steady state of mind. And my goal today is to give you guidance and warn you about possible low-quality States of consciousness that you may encounter on your Way. And not necessarily these States will indicate that you have lost your Way.
What is required of you always along the Way is constant analysis and constant discrimination of your States.
Imagine that you have really started on your Journey and are going first at a time when the sun is shining, it is windless and everything is fragrant and blooming. You can see this as a sure sign on your Way. And suddenly, out of nowhere, come the clouds, the wind, thunder thunders. However, all this does not necessarily mean that you have lost your Way. You are still moving in the right direction, despite the fact that external circumstances have changed and your mood has deteriorated with the change of weather.
In the same way, you can experience the most exalted States of consciousness in your life. You can be at the top of bliss. And suddenly, for no reason at all, your condition may deteriorate. For no reason at all, you experience a gratuitous melancholy, despondency, a sense of the meaninglessness of your existence, and disbelief.
Not always, beloved, these signs are a sign that you have lost your Way. It's just that the time comes and you start taking tests, tests. You have heard of the mystery school of Lord Maitreya, you have heard of the initiation schools that have been in all ages.
If the road to God were a permanent state of bliss and grace, why would these schools of initiation be necessary?
And why do we need initiations at all?
There are two people inside you. One man is mortal, and the other man is immortal. And these two people are so intertwined over many millions of years of existence on the planet Earth that it takes considerable effort to separate these two from each other. One of them must remain on Earth and return to the Land from which he was taken. The other must continue to exist on another Higher plane of existence.
And when you begin in yourself the process of separating these two people from each other, the process of separation first of all in your mind, it is very difficult to realize this separation. It is necessary to cut literally on a live. You are used to identifying yourself with the individual you see in the mirror. In fact, all the stages of initiation that you go through are designed to help you get rid of your identification with your image in the mirror. That's why they say: if you want to see your enemy, go to the mirror and look at him.
Indeed, all that you have considered for many lifetimes as your individuality is not actually you, but a part of yourself that you must give up, that you must stop identifying with.
And that in you which resists the process of assimilation with a new identity will rise up from the depths of your being, from your unconscious and your subconscious, and protest. And in your external consciousness, you may not fully understand the reason for your despondency, and your despair, and your state of extreme depression and despair.
It is difficult to analyze which energies, in accordance with the cosmic term that has come, have become active in your four lower bodies. But these energies are an unreal part of you. And the task of any test, beloved, is to make you remember that you are just a student on the path and pass the next exam. And no matter how real your condition may seem to you, you must always remember that this is just a test.
And the more you in your external consciousness will resist parting with the energy that has become active in you, the longer and longer your test will be.
The most advanced students always remember that God has the right to test them and give them the most seemingly unbearable States of consciousness. And in the moment of the highest exertion of all their strength, when it seems that the sun will never Shine again, they come to the altar and say in their heart: "Lord, I know that this state of mine is unreal. I know, God, this is just a test. I am ready, o Lord, to endure all the trials You send me. And I will try to do that. You have the right to give me any test, Lord. And I thank You for all the trials you send me. Because I know that You love me and care about me. Please, Lord, help me to stand this test and go through it to the end."
All tests are given for the only quality-to part with the unreal part of yourself first of all in your mind.
Thanks to the infinite grace of Heaven, you have the opportunity to pass your tests, tests, and pass your exams without leaving your normal life. You continue to live your normal life, but if you have expressed on the inner levels the desire to pass the initiations while in ordinary life, then you will be given this opportunity. Whether you are aware of your request in your external consciousness or not. That is why I am here today to explain to those of you who are experiencing causeless, dark States and various psychological problems the cause of your States.
Yes, beloved, you have chosen to be trained in the school of initiations without being removed from ordinary life. You have chosen an accelerated Path. Your soul has desired to be initiated in this life, so as not to wait for the next incarnation and suitable conditions of residence in the mystery school somewhere in the silence and distance from the post roads of modern civilization.
And this path of initiation, the Pink Path – is the Path that all of you have to go through. And I don't know any other way. Always the separation of the real part of yourself from the unreal part of yourself is accompanied by very painful and unpleasant experiences. And the duration and severity of such your States will be determined by the degree of resistance of the unreal part of you. Everything will be determined, beloved, by how strong your ego is.
You know that I managed to part with my unreal part in 40 days when I was in the desert. But you know that after that there was my Ministry, and the Transfiguration, and the crucifixion, and the resurrection, and the ascension.
As long as you are on the physical plane of the planet Earth, you will constantly undergo tests and tests. And if you part with an unreal part of yourself, you can't just give up on the rest of humanity and hide in a warm place somewhere in Heaven.
Do not hope, beloved, that with your ascension your development, your exertion, your work, and your responsibility will end. It's just getting started. And the greater your ability, the greater the burden you will take on and the more service you will perform.
You have to love the tension. You have to love service.
And the highest form of your Love will be compassion for all mankind, for all living beings, and you will be ready to sacrifice yourself for the salvation of mankind. You will be ready to sacrifice all your time, all your achievements, and all your bodies.
The path of initiation that I teach is the Path of complete humility before the Will of God, complete surrender and self-sacrifice.
There is no other Way, beloved, and our task is to guide you on this Path and provide all the necessary assistance.
I AM Jesus,
and I spoke from the point of highest Love for each of you.
Dictation is accepted Mickushina tn.