I love

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I am insane, very ill, I love,
 Mad, too pathetic and depressed.
 With bowed head, in poems greetings send,
 And the gray despair crushed.
 I don't want to just live without fuss,
 And I don't care about these feeble lines.
 They were written just for beauty,
 No one will read them in my sad obituary.
 No one will ever remember me,
 I can't live like this without someone remembering.
 I know how to be funny, a couple of fate cursing,
 Laugh at nothing, but I'm not a righteous pilgrim.
 Grasping for a dream once again,
 Looking all around, and noticing only the wasteland.
 Love is created just like that, not for pranks,
 And only madmen are not afraid, and change this world.