Lucks

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You know what? I didn't have the nerve.
 Every thread cut me to pieces here.
 And I died mentally. I just died. Right.
 Just burn me, don't even bury me.
 
 No luck here. No good. Happinesses.
 Maybe there is, but I definitely didn't grab it here.
 Exhausted into a Board. And I laugh, you idiot. Perfectly.
 Slaughterhouse, I'm waiting. Slaughterhouse, accept me.
 
 I'm stable. Stable as a Ghost, as dark.
 In this fucking day, where there's no sun.
 I don't know what else to believe.
 Nothing, nothing, never. Hello.
 
 Just say hi. Just for now. I have merged.
 Merged and there is nothing more to look for me here anywhere.
 Thank you, that here with hopelessness although would not got drunk.
 But it is not easier. I don't really care.
 
 You may be lucky, but you're worthless.
 I'm not worth a penny, I'm not worth anything.
 I hope that when I die, I will calm down.
 Maybe we'll get lucky there, but we didn't have much luck here.